He thinks he won't have to be hold accountable for what he's done but sooner or later, in this life, everything comes out and if any stupid woman out there believes for a moment that he is such a great person, well she will find out the hard way like I did unfortunately. If he was capable of doing what he did to me, the so called "love of his life" what do you think he'll do to others? Delusional is what these women are. I wish someone had warned me about him. I understand he's handsome but just because he's handsome and good with words, doesn't mean he is a good and considerate person deep down inside. What he did to me is not considerate at all, it was cruel and uncalled for. Someday the truth will come out and he will have to really regret it and feel remorse for the way he treated me. Bob will regret it. I'm sick of him not owning up to what he's done and treating me the way he has when he knows I didn't do anything and he had no right to put me through this hell he's put me through. Karma is a bitch indeed, what goes around comes around. There will be justice sooner or later.

I've been hanging out with my son, doing things and I have to get up early to bring him to Waterboro to see one of his friends' thing at the school there. He has many friends there still because he grew up there for the most part and went to school there for a long time so we know people in that area. In fact, I think after I drop him off, I'm going to go see his best friend's mom who just had surgery to see how she's doing and to talk to her. She knows a lot of people too. As always, I will stop by Waterways to get my hot chocolate.

I'm really looking forward to Alex's visit. I'm so glad I have such great friends, I just wish they were closer but thank goodness I can communicate with them here and there.

I've also been talking to my former instructor and I'm thinking about asking him if I can train with him and his life-long training partner who is amazing in several arts as well. My former instructor and I used to do these really fast drills with escrima sticks. They are so much fun and can be so lethal too. Whenever he wanted to demonstrate some drills he'd call me up and we'd "stick fought" to show the class how to do the drills. I miss doing that so I think I'm going to ask him if we could do that soon. I need to polish my swords, been meaning to do it in the last few days so I'm going to get to it.

I'm also doing a photo shoot with Mike later. It's always a great distraction and he is good to work with. I'm looking forward to that.

***6:41 p.m. I'm getting ready to go do the photo shoot with Mike in a little bit. So much on my mind though. Shaking my head at the stupidity of someone, I guess there's a reason people like that are referred to as "dumb".  I might write later.

hey girl!That's awesome that you were thinking about wanting to play around with sticks and your former instructor must've read your mind!cool. As far as the stupidity of you know who, so typical she does look dumb and she's got nothing on you hah!You are drop dead gorgeous and you have a brain which is something this redneck barbie doesn't have. How much lower can he sink?lol that's desperate, what a loser.Well he knows your the best he's ever gonna have and deff the most gorgeous woman he will ever have, at least he didn't lie about that when he told you that.So pathetic...and he paid for that?rflmao what a loser!