- Mood:
- Music: The Family Guy's theme
I'm wide awake even though I'm really tired. I'm watching The Family Guy Season 6 on my lap top by my bedside and just taking a little break before I continue watching it. My son and I love this show, anyway this is actually his boxed set.
I didn't have any trick or treaters to my disappointment as I ended up with a lot of candy so I took quite a lot to my son whom I thought was going to go out with his friends to score candy but they didn't. I was disappointed about that too because he's growing so much and I do miss the times when he was little and we'd take him out trick or treating. We had so much fun doing that. We had a great time in our old neighborhood in Lake Arrowhead. He's still in touch with many of the kids he grew up with and went to school with when he lived there.
So I went to my ex's place to bring candy and my ex made me some mozzarella sticks because I didn't really eat much for dinner and I was feeling a bit weak and shaky for not eating well.
So I stayed at my ex's for a while talking to him. My son was hanging out with his best friend from Jon from Waterboro and his other friend Will from here. I came home and wrote an email to my cousin Luis Carlos and I've been watching The Family Guy since then.
I have a lot on my mind...a huge sense of disbelief. This world is so full of people who lie so easily to hurt others without thinking of how much their lies can affect a person's life.
Well I might write later, going to continue watching that boxed set.
***11:31 p.m. I just got back home, I took my son to Newington to get some new soccer cleats and shin guards because he's starting an indoor league tomorrow in Saco and he's going to be doing that with Will which is really cool. So we went shopping and had a bite to eat and got to spend time together just him and I which we haven't been able to do much lately, I mean I see him all the time but he's always with his friends or my ex is around so this was a great, quality time for just him and I. We listened to the bands he likes in my car then he fell asleep heh heh, he's like me, if I'm not driving I get sleepy in cars. We talked and what not. After that I hung out with him at his dad's even more because my ex played Don't Mess with the Zohan again. Such a funny movie. I have a slight headache right now though. I have to throw some laundry in and do a couple of things I guess. I talked to my sister for a while on my way back from NH, my son talked to her too. I still have a lot on my mind. Sometimes I wish I could just wake up from this terrible nightmare. I did feel sadness when I saw some babies at the mall and some little kids playing at that play area they have because it's still so hard for me due to my grief and because it also reminded me of the day we took Emily there and she was playing...she was being so cute climbing and sliding. I miss her so much too. I didn't show my emotions to my son though but it was hard seeing all those kids.
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