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I just haven't really felt like writing here in the last few days. I've just been busy with work and what not.
Ryan sent me a really sweet text message yesterday...I miss you too Ryan, I hope you come back soon so I can see you. Ryan as you know is an ex-boyfriend of mine who happens to be a great friend and I trust him a lot, it's true, he is my confidant. I talk to him about everything and he knows me really well.
I also talked to my ex Tim the other day...his daughters are doing well, growing up a lot. I miss them too. They loved me and were anxious for me to move there to live with them but things didn't work out between Tim and I as you know...the distance was too hard on us even though we were being with each other as much as we could.
Onto another topic...something really bizarre happened to me that makes me wonder what the hell is going on and who is behind it...on Saturday at almost 5 a.m. my cell phone rang but only once. It was a number from Sanford but came up as unlisted.
Then as I was ready to go to work early in the morning, I grabbed my purse which I had left on my kitchen island the night before when I got back home from work...as I sat in my car after I put on my seatbelt, I wanted to look for my lipstick in my purse and I was shocked to find a handful for dog food(my dog's) in a corner inside my purse. Now if it was a mouse which I never had issues with here, there would've been a mess everywhere and crumbles but that wasn't the case. There would only be a few pieces instead of a handful. It was all together in one corner of my purse which is also one of those that stand up tall so I don't think a mouse could've done that. Nikki is 17 years old and she can't get on 2 legs anymore, let alone reach the kitchen island and she would not do that, she'd eat the food not put it in my purse or elsewhere.
I had left my kitchen door unlocked that night, I forgot to lock it. When I told my ex-husband he was really surprised and said that it was bizarre. I told him it really freaked me out. So we think that someone came into my place and did that...with what purpose? gee, can't you imagine?
Needless to say, I won't forget to lock my door anymore and I'll make sure I take all necessary steps to protect myself.
I don't sleep walk and I didn't imagine this nor I was dreaming, I was so shocked that I even threw the dog food in my driveway and it's still there...it's getting covered with snow now. Someone out there is trying to mess with me...and I must say that's it's a very, VERY stupid idea and whatever ridiculous or stupid crap they are trying to pull by doing this, it's not going to work.
I might write later.
***11:53 p.m. I've had a headache for a few hours now. I don't know why. I played with my son online for a while this afternoon and then we had dinner together. I've been listening to music online and doing some things, catching up with some of my friends on myspace and what not. I have a lot on my mind...not a day goes by that I don't grieve or think about what a nightmare this all has been and what Bob did to me. I can't believe he was capable of doing the things he's done to me. I feel that everything he ever told me was a lie.
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