Surfrbelle's Diary

From my recent photo shoot with Mike Jones. All Rights Reserved.

Welcome to my diary, please share your thoughts with me. My name is Geneva Hersom AKA Surfrbelle or Surfer Girl. I live in the Sanford/Springvale area in Maine. I'm a mom, martial artist, surfer, model sometimes and cosmetologist. I've been through hell, I've suffered a lot, I've been betrayed in the worst possible way, been hurt beyond anything that words can express and evil deeds got in the way of the man who said he loved me so much, that I was his soul mate, the love of his life and his future wife: Bob McGrath. I still can't believe that he was capable of doing the things he did to me. He has hurt me deeply and has been extremely unfair, EVIL and cruel to me. I write here to let my feelings out and to write about my daily life as a way of sharing it with my friends. I have suffered tremendous losses including a miscarriage. This was Bob's and my baby. I have a broken heart and I'm deeply, terribly hurt and grieving so much for the loss of our baby. What I've gone through and what was done to me is awful. I'm an honest person; integrity, kindness and truth are the core of who I am. I love music, it's a very important part of my life as well as it relates to emotions and feelings.

For more about me, click on MY PROFILE link to your left. The story of how Bob and I met is in my archives here in one entry as well as my webpage in my About Geneva section. I have written about what he put me through as well.

The entries have numbers when you are viewing my diary in the View my friends' messages mode, so just click on View my diary on your left to go back and read the latest entry. This intro is also in my Diary's profile so to read it or if you can't see it just
click HERE My Diary(If YOU WANT TO READ IT) to VIEW my writings.

Yes, that's me in the photos, do not copy them without my permission. Copyright Tom Couture, EJ, Mike Jones and Geneva.

The scars of emotional abuse are worse than those of physical abuse, for physical abuse fades but emotional abuse has a more lasting effect.

Sympathy for the suffering of others and the desire to free them from it =compassion --Dalai Lama

I believe in Karma and those who have harmed me and want to continue to harm me, someday will find out what it's like to be on the other end of bad deeds. What goes around comes around.

Bob and I

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This is the trailer for the upcoming indie movie Bullet 17 where I played a KGB agent. I'm the one in the Black Hummer with the gun being really bad heh heh.

BULLET 17 trailer

My son and I (he's 15)

Links

Caring Unlimited (Domestic Abuse Support)

My personal links

Friends

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Sally Ferguson: Happy New Year!

Bravenet Community Blog: Good morning, Geneva. Thanks so much for your tag.

I've just finished posting the link to your journal; I hope it helps.

Bravenet Community Blog: Hi Geneva. I'm doing some blog-surfing and thought I'd drop in and check out your journal. It looks great, and I've added to my blog list for my next update. On a personal note, I've been where you are, and I'm so sorry you're going through such awful pain. I'll be back again; I've subscribed to your journal...

mommyto2: Great blog. Stay strong. Trust your instincs. I look forward to reading more.

mandi791: Hey girl... I ve never been here before! Cool place... Hope things get better for you!

Krishna: Hi, Blog hopping

Charlotte: Hello. Care to exchange links? Thanks!

oswald: Its not easy to lose someone you love. But must still go on. Don't give up.

Sally Ferguson: Wishing you Easter blessings!

eric: Hi, Blog surfing

Carol: Wow! I am so sorry for your losses. I know that somehow, someway, God will take what was intended for evil and use it for good. How? Only He knows. Please, stop by my journal for encouragment. I will be praying for you.

Monday, January 26th 2009

9:04 PM

Been a long time

Mood:
Currently reading: New Moon-Stephenie Meyer

I just don't feel like writing here too much so that's why I haven't updated this. I am not going to elaborate too much on what's happening in my life lately because my close friends and those who matter already know all the latest things and so on.

As of right now I don't have time to write much anyway. I might write here again when I feel like it but not for now.

I am not going to change anything here and it will stay as a reminder of all the hell I was put through by Bob and what an evil and cruel person he really is and how he destroyed my life and didn't even care about the loss of our baby, he lied to me, I believe he preyed on me and he cheated on me as well; he is promiscuous... sleeping around with those pathetic women he meets on those ridiculous online dating sites... having to pay 14 bucks a month so he can sleep around with them...it doesn't get any more pathetic than that!

****Jan 30th. I didn't want to bother opening a new entry. I got back home from work with Michelle. She gave me a ride home because my car is still at the mechanic's and it will be a long while before I get it back. Stupid engine! ugh! I'm tired and cold right now but I have a few things to do before I go to bed. Michelle lives in Sanford and I'm lucky for that matter so I can go to work with her and back. One of these days I'll write a bit more here. I've been busy and really tired after work but I love what I do so it's ok. Michelle and I were talking about stuff on the way home. She knows what Bob did to me too.

Most of you also know that I did go back to the beach a while ago, to throw some more roses out to sea in memory of my baby...it was hard to remember how alone I felt going through all that and the pain of losing my baby. I'll never forget.

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