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 From my recent photo shoot with Mike Jones. All Rights Reserved.   Welcome to my diary, please share your thoughts with me. My name is Geneva Hersom AKA Surfrbelle or Surfer Girl. I live in the Sanford/Springvale area in Maine. I'm a mom, martial artist, surfer, model sometimes and cosmetologist. I've been through hell, I've suffered a lot, I've been betrayed in the worst possible way, been hurt beyond anything that words can express and evil deeds got in the way of the man who said he loved me so much, that I was his soul mate, the love of his life and his future wife: Bob McGrath. I still can't believe that he was capable of doing the things he did to me. He has hurt me deeply and has been extremely unfair, EVIL and cruel to me. I write here to let my feelings out and to write about my daily life as a way of sharing it with my friends. I have suffered tremendous losses including a miscarriage. This was Bob's and my baby. I have a broken heart and I'm deeply, terribly hurt and grieving so much for the loss of our baby. What I've gone through and what was done to me is awful. I'm an honest person; integrity, kindness and truth are the core of who I am. I love music, it's a very important part of my life as well as it relates to emotions and feelings.For more about me, click on MY PROFILE link to your left. The story of how Bob and I met is in my archives here in one entry as well as my webpage in my About Geneva section. I have written about what he put me through as well. The entries have numbers when you are viewing my diary in the View my friends' messages mode, so just click on View my diary on your left to go back and read the latest entry. This intro is also in my Diary's profile so to read it or if you can't see it justclick HERE My Diary(If YOU WANT TO READ IT) to VIEW my writings.Yes, that's me in the photos, do not copy them without my permission. Copyright Tom Couture, EJ, Mike Jones and Geneva.                   The scars of emotional abuse are worse than those of physical abuse, for physical abuse fades but emotional abuse has a more lasting effect.Sympathy for the suffering of others and the desire to free them from it =compassion --Dalai Lama   I believe in Karma and those who have harmed me and want to continue to harm me, someday will find out what it's like to be on the other end of bad deeds. What goes around comes around.Bob and I    MyHotComments  This is the trailer for the upcoming indie movie Bullet 17 where I played a KGB agent. I'm the one in the Black Hummer with the gun being really bad heh heh.  BULLET 17 trailer  My son and I (he's 15)                   
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		<title><![CDATA[Trying to get through the days]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/44402/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I'm trying to hang in there. Right now I have a lot on my plate. I wish my car would get fixed soon because that's the first step or at least one of the most important ones to...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Nov 2009 10:19:28  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[Recurring nightmare]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/43716/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[The same nightmare all over again. This time though, I'm more concerned about what to do next, how am I going to get through the upcoming winter.I had surgery last week, it was...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:09:46  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[It's just one of those days]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/40032/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I know I don't write here that much anymore but in all this time, although I still grieve for my baby, I have found comfort thinking that somehow, she is ok. Again, I think of...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Thu, 03 Sep 2009 19:43:45  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[I felt like writing today]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/35387/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[It's been a really long time since I've written here. Mostly due to just not wanting to write for a while. This was my outlet to document my pain, my suffering in the hands of...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:35:58  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[The person I've become...]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/30345/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I know I haven't written here in so long because I simply didn't really want to and I've been occupied with many other things going on in my life right now but now, as I have a...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Thu, 19 Mar 2009 04:01:01  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[Thoughts]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/29801/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I was just thinking about all the skanks Bob has hooked up with on those online dating sites...yes, I have no sympathy nor respect for anyone who pays 14 bucks a month to be...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2009 04:55:03  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[Been a long time]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/29263/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I just don't feel like writing here too much so that's why I haven't updated this. I am not going to elaborate too much on what's happening in my life lately because my close...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2009 08:04:42  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[In God's hands]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/28753/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I wasn't sure what to write here and I know it's been a while but I have been busy as well as thinking about many things.I made a decision, I took a huge step and I'm not sure...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 03:09:21  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[After the ice storm]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/28564/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[Power was finally restored at my place this late afternoon. I slept at home those nights I was without power since the storm...staying with Nikki. I had to bundle up a lot and I...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:15:24  0000</pubDate>
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		<title><![CDATA[So much going on]]></title>
		<link>http://surfrbelle.bravejournal.com/entry/28492/</link>
		<description><![CDATA[I really haven't had much time to write lately and between being busy with work and other things happening in my life, I am usually so drained at the end of the day, that I...]]></description>
		<pubDate>Thu, 11 Dec 2008 09:31:24  0000</pubDate>
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